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The first ten lies they tell you in high school Speak up for yourself we want to know what you have to say From the first moment of her freshman year at Merryweather High, Melinda knows this is a big fat lie, part of the nonsense of high school She is friendless, outcast, because she busted an end of summer party by calling the cops, so now nobody will talk to her, let The first ten lies they tell you in high school Speak up for yourself we want to know what you have to say From the first moment of her freshman year at Merryweather High, Melinda knows this is a big fat lie, part of the nonsense of high school She is friendless, outcast, because she busted an end of summer party by calling the cops, so now nobody will talk to her, let alone listen to her As time passes, she becomes increasingly isolated and practically stops talking altogether Only her art class offers any solace, and it is through her work on an art project that she is finally able to face what really happened at that terrible party she was raped by an upperclassman, a guy who still attends Merryweather and is still a threat to her Her healing process has just begun when she has another violent encounter with him But this time Melinda fights back, refuses to be silent, and thereby achieves a measure of vindication In Laurie Halse Anderson s powerful novel, an utterly believable heroine with a bitterly ironic voice delivers a blow to the hypocritical world of high school She speaks for many a disenfranchised teenager while demonstrating the importance of speaking up for oneself Speak was a 1999 National Book Award Finalist for Young People s Literature Get A Copy Kindle Store KoboOnline StoresAudibleBarnes NobleWalmart eBooksApple BooksGoogle PlayAbebooksBook DepositoryIndigoAlibrisBetter World BooksIndieBoundLibraries Or buy for Hardcover, 20th Anniversary Edition, 224 pages Published January 15th 2019 by Farrar, Straus and Giroux Byr first published October 22nd 1999 More Details Original Title Speak ISBN 0374311250 ISBN13 9780374311254 Characters Rachel Honeybourne Beauty , Ivy Hall, Heather, Nichole Smythe Burnell, Melinda Sordino, Andy Evans, David Petrakis, Mr Freemanless setting Syracuse, New York United States Literary Awards SCBWI Golden Kite Award for Fiction 1999 , Edgar Award Nominee for Best Young Adult 2000 , Michael L Printz Award Nominee 2000 , South Carolina Book Award for Young Adult Book Award 2002 , Rhode Island Teen Book Award Nominee 2001 Dorothy Canfield Fisher Childrens Book Award Nominee 2001 , Evergreen Teen Book Award 2002 , Boston Globe Horn Book Award 2000 , California Young Readers Medal Nominee for Young Adult 2003 , Lincoln Award Nominee 2005 , National Book Award Finalist for Young Peoples Literature 1999 , Oklahoma Sequoyah Award for YA 2002 less Other Editions 3 All Editions Add a New Edition Combine Less Detail edit details Friend Reviews To see what your friends thought of this book, please sign up Reader QA To ask other readers questions about Speak, please sign up Popular Answered Questions Why is Andy Evans called IT 8 likeslike 4 years ago See all 12 answers Uma Therman This answer contains spoilers view spoiler Because he isn t a human to her He is IT He traumatized her and anyone who rapes a girl like he did is nothing but, and to her He doesn t even Because he isn t a human to her He is IT He traumatized her and anyone who rapes a girl like he did is nothing but, and to her He doesn t even deserve a name She is trying to block out the events by not even regarding him as human less hide spoiler flag Sooo if Speak and The perks of being a wallflower were to have a smack down who would win Both beautifully told stories of why one might stay quiet 3 11 likeslike 3 years ago See all 5 answers Kylie George This is so tough They are a little bit similar but so entirely different In my opinion, I liked Speak better than Perks just because it resonated This is so tough They are a little bit similar but so entirely different In my opinion, I liked Speak better than Perks just because it resonated with me I felt a deeper connection and it touched me emotionally So I d go with Speak, but they are both beautiful books less flag See all 53 questions about Speak Lists with This Book Books Set in High School 595 books 572 voters Required Reading in High School 675 books 1,019 voters More lists with this book Community Reviews Showing 1 30 Rating details Sort Default Filter Apr 16, 2010 Madeline rated it it was amazing review of another edition Shelves assigned reading, kids and young adult THE FIRST TEN LIES THEY TELL YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL1 We are here to help you.2 You will have enough time to get to your class before the bell rings.3 The dress code will be enforced.4 No smoking is allowed on school grounds.5 Our football team will win the championship this year.6 We expect of you here.7 Guidance counselors are always available to listen.8 Your schedule was created with your needs in mind.9 Your locker combination is private.10 These will be the years you will look b THE FIRST TEN LIES THEY TELL YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL1 We are here to help you.2 You will have enough time to get to your class before the bell rings.3 The dress code will be enforced.4 No smoking is allowed on school grounds.5 Our football team will win the championship this year.6 We expect of you here.7 Guidance counselors are always available to listen.8 Your schedule was created with your needs in mind.9 Your locker combination is private.10 These will be the years you will look back on fondly I m trying to think of ways to go about describing this book, and I m not really sure how to start It s dark, depressing, terrifying, and amazing Everyone should read it You might hate it and I ll get to you , but you must read it The story starts with Melinda, the narrator, starting 9th grade Everyone, even her old friends, won t talk to her It s revealed that during the summer Melinda called the cops on a party and it got busted a few people got arrested, and now everyone hates her Something happened to Melinda at that party, something she hasn t told anyone about She retreats into herself, withdrawing from school, her family, and any possibility of friendship It isn t until the middle of the story that we learn what really happened at the party, but Anderson gives us a big fat hint in this scene where Melinda and her lab partner dissect a frog in biology class Our frog lies on her back Waiting for a prince to come and princessify her with a smooch I stand over her with my knife Ms Keen s voice fades to a mosquito whine My throat closes off It s hard to breathe I put out my hand to steady myself against the table David pins her froggy hands to the dissection tray He spreads her froggy legs and pins her froggy feet I have to slice open her belly She doesn t say a word She is already dead A scream starts in my gut I can feel the cut, smell the dirt, leaves in my hair Holy god Remember what I said about the terrifying stuff The main reason I loved this book is because I was very, very similar to Melinda in high school Her attitude about school, her cynicism towards the whole high school is the best time of your life crap, her opinions about classes and teachers and the uselessness of guidance counselorsthat was me I kind of wished I could transport myself into the story, so Melinda and I could sneer at pep rallies together And then I felt bad, because nothing bad happened to me in high school Nothing like the stuff Melinda went through She had a reason for being so withdrawn and unhappy and angry about everything I didn t It s sort of an unpleasant realization wow, I was a total snot for absolutely no reason. I was okay with this eventually, but some people might not be I can imagine someone criticizing this story for being too emo, or saying that Melinda was too much of a downer Okay, I didn t want to give away spoilers, but I can t talk about my next point without revealing some stuff So, just to be clearHERE BE SPOILERS, YOU VE BEEN WARNED Then again, they could be like a certain reviewer YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE who wrote, and I quote, I m so sick of this sic stories about girls who got raped and spend the entire book pitying themselves takes breath, counts to ten Apparently Laurie Halse Anderson gets this a lot My edition of the book has an interview with her, and she said, I have gotten one question repeatedly from young men These are guys who liked the book, but they are honestly confused They ask me why Melinda was so upset about being raped I mtheywhywhat the fuck I think I need to go sit in a corner and do some yoga breaths, be back later Read for Social Justice in Young Adult Literature flag 837 likesLike see review View all 57 comments Jun 06, 2012 Zo rated it really liked it review of another edition 2017 Reread I read this for my young adult literature class along with scholastic articles about the book, which added a great new layer to my interpretation of the novel Original Review I ve owned this book for years and never got around to reading it until yesterday I m happy I did because this was one of the best books that I have read lately Speak was very well paced and I never found the story to be dragging or boring I loved the character development and Melinda s voice throughout th 2017 Reread I read this for my young adult literature class along with scholastic articles about the book, which added a great new layer to my interpretation of the novel Original Review I ve owned this book for years and never got around to reading it until yesterday I m happy I did because this was one of the best books that I have read lately Speak was very well paced and I never found the story to be dragging or boring I loved the character development and Melinda s voice throughout the story Original rating 5 5 stars flag 260 likesLike see review View all 8 comments Jul 12, 2017 Emma Giordano rated it it was amazing review of another edition 4.5 stars I think this is a really powerful novel that should be read by so many, especially teens Speak is a fascinating tale of learning to use your voice when you previously believed it did not matter The message is one I think all can benefit from and I m so glad I finally read it.Trigger warning rapeLaurie Halse Anderson is a fabulous writer She has a very distinctive writing style It s an unfiltered stream of consciousness that feels so real I previously read Wintergirls and found t 4.5 stars I think this is a really powerful novel that should be read by so many, especially teens Speak is a fascinating tale of learning to use your voice when you previously believed it did not matter The message is one I think all can benefit from and I m so glad I finally read it.Trigger warning rapeLaurie Halse Anderson is a fabulous writer She has a very distinctive writing style It s an unfiltered stream of consciousness that feels so real I previously read Wintergirls and found them to be written very similarly Melinda s narration is authentic and raw she s not here to make you love her or hate here, she s here to tell her story as is Her humor is dry and loveable which creates an interesting dynamic with the rest of her character.I will say, there really isn t a plot, which is usually a letdown for me The entire book is essentially Melissa navigating her freshman year with a heavy weight on her shoulders and few people in her company There is definitely a large amount of character development which was executed well and I understand that is the intention of the story, so I m not going to complain that it didn t feed into my reading preferences The novel didn t need a large plot because the story is of personal growth and strength, not high school drama or romance.I will say, the ending felt a little abrupt I would have loved even just an epilogue to have a concrete ending and justice , though many people in Melinda s situation do not get closure, so maybe that was the author s intent.What s interesting is that this book was always described to me as a revolutionary story about sexual assault, but I only found out in the middle of reading that this aspect of the story is not commonly known before reading Apparently, the point of the story is to find out WHY Melinda cannot speak, though I went into this story already knowing the reason I definitely don t think my knowledge of the events of this story affected my reading experience at all If anything, I think I got out of the story because I was able to read into details as they were being revealed instead of having to decode them later I really wish the content of this story was widespread though I do seem to be a little late in reading this one because I think it s so important people know the sensitive topics they are reading about Sexual assault is not a plot twist and I am not suggesting Speak feeds into this because I think the topic was handled with accuracy and respect in this case, I m making a general statement and I would love for us to not have to silence discussion on its inclusion in the book in fear of s p o i l e r s I think people should know the content of this book before reading, if only to help protect those who may be deeply affected by the events of this novel, where reading unprepared could cause a lot of harm.I really loved this book and would definitely recommend it flag 233 likesLike see review View all 30 comments Jul 17, 2009 Cara rated it it was amazing review of another edition Recommended to Cara by Ash Shelves realistic fiction, favorites, books made into movies, to re read, awesome covers Once I finished reading the last word I knew I was going to reread it Yes that profound.Honest Authentic Real Use all those words and their synonyms and you have this book I literally wanted to hop into the sea of words and tell Melinda Sordino I ll be your friend Don t despair Alas I couldn t do that though I had to see her struggle It s painful but since I watched the movie which was done well by the way first before reading the book I knew where she was coming from Melinda s Once I finished reading the last word I knew I was going to reread it Yes that profound.Honest Authentic Real Use all those words and their synonyms and you have this book I literally wanted to hop into the sea of words and tell Melinda Sordino I ll be your friend Don t despair Alas I couldn t do that though I had to see her struggle It s painful but since I watched the movie which was done well by the way first before reading the book I knew where she was coming from Melinda s voice was sonormal She wasn t there to make you like her or hate her She just who she really was I liked her immensely though and in real life think would have been friends with her Her whole take on high school was hilarious and kind of scarily accurate I totally love the character of David Petrakis He would have been my hero in ninth grade No joke The cover fits the story like a glove Not all book jackets can boast that, so let s give the jacket cover artist a round of applause Ok I need stop raving about the cover so much but I couldn t help it The visual person inside of me had to let it out.Melinda is never really described in detail of how she look likes, so you get the sense the author wanted to make her as relatable as possible, and that she is We all might not have had to go through the same demons she has, but I know we all have felt alone and without help and that is what makes her the perfect narrator The ending was done so utterly well I m not sure I can say anything about it I d probably give it away if I try Let s just say getting back at people is very rewarding.It is getting added to my all time favorites If you like this book read You Don t Know Me Not quite the same style but definitely the same feel flag 171 likesLike see review View all 24 comments Sep 14, 2015 Lola rated it liked it review of another edition Shelves abuse, high school, contemporary, psychological, coming of age Well, I can t help but feel a little disappointed I mean, the summary doesn t reveal much kind of like Melinda herself and so, obviously, I made my own assumptions of the plot Turns out, there s no killing involved It s not a mystery or a thriller it s a psychological story If I had known before, I think I might have enjoyed this a tiny bit.So, Melinda She s confused, scared terrified and convinced that she s alone in this wide, animalistic world Things are somewhat bearable, but t Well, I can t help but feel a little disappointed I mean, the summary doesn t reveal much kind of like Melinda herself and so, obviously, I made my own assumptions of the plot Turns out, there s no killing involved It s not a mystery or a thriller it s a psychological story If I had known before, I think I might have enjoyed this a tiny bit.So, Melinda She s confused, scared terrified and convinced that she s alone in this wide, animalistic world Things are somewhat bearable, but that is prior to her losing her only friend at school and seeing IT We witness her trying her best to shut down everything around her and take nest in her own mind It s not pretty to see and it does make for tragic moments, but they re all part of the process she creates to survive high school.I really think that the outline of the book is fairly original It s feels like it s written in journal entries, which gives such an authentic atmosphere to the story It makes us believe in Melinda and hope that everything turns out for the best for her The writing makes the story flow in a perfect rhythm for this type of story lent, that s for sure, but deep and reflective.A couple of things that could have been better the secondary characters, Melinda s parents and the tragedy around IT itself Basically, this is a Melinda s world we re in her head and since she s not the most popular girl in school, there aren t many interactions between her and other kids This equals scarcely any secondary characters There s David, the headstrong and could not be different than Melinda David But what about him We only get to know him a little through short journal entries of Melinda s.Melinda s parents are puzzling At least, to me For most of the book, they re extremely mad and annoyed at her, especially the mother She never tries to actually ask Melinda what s wrong No wonder Melinda can t muster the force to do so But then, at end of the story, we see the dad showing such benevolence and I m there squinting my eyes, like why is this the first time we see this facet of his personality Surely because Melinda prefers limiting her interactions with her parents.And the last thing that let me down is the details around IT Or, shall I say, the lack of them We don t know his past, why he does what he does or, even, what will happen to him Alright, so the last part is easy to imagine, BUT STILL The ending is very open, so that s something to remember I find it sad that we don t get any kind of info on IT I wish we knew what his life at home looks like, just so we can understand his motives for doing what he does better.This book didn t take me by surprise, as I have read a panoply of novels with similar if not exact same themes But I can guess that, when it was first published, there were reasons to fuss about it I am still recommending it, seeing that it s so profound and realistic and I grew quite attached to Melinda Hopefully, you will as well flag 149 likesLike see review View all 24 comments Feb 04, 2011 Emily May rated it really liked it review of another edition Recommends it for Teens Shelves young adult, 2011 I didn t think I d be so gripped by this book but the author captures the pains and troubles of everyday high school life with such honesty and emotion that I couldn t help recognise half the characters from my own high school days There s Rachel, the ex best friend who s had a personality transplant over the summer Heather, the temporary friend who s only waiting to be snapped up my a cooler clique and, of course, the protagonist who doesn t quite fit in anywhere.The beauty of this novel I didn t think I d be so gripped by this book but the author captures the pains and troubles of everyday high school life with such honesty and emotion that I couldn t help recognise half the characters from my own high school days There s Rachel, the ex best friend who s had a personality transplant over the summer Heather, the temporary friend who s only waiting to be snapped up my a cooler clique and, of course, the protagonist who doesn t quite fit in anywhere.The beauty of this novel is that it could have survived alone without the much sinister story behind it But, that said, it also served as a very sad and moving voice for rape victims, particularly the vast amounts who feel at fault or scared or embarrassed by what happened It was a quick, easy teen read but it s also the kind that plays on your mind repeatedly after finishing it flag 126 likesLike see review View 2 comments Jun 22, 2017 V PARENTAL GUIDANCE A Court of Wings and Ruin is NEW ADULT EROTICA but editors wont tell you rated it it was amazing review of another edition The following review will touch upon serious topics and under the spoiler section I might hide TMI too much information tags If you don t want to know about my own personal journey don t read because it might be umconfortable and triggering I ll use strong language.I also want to point out that I read this book long ago and that I won t re read for this review I just want to discuss the following question s which I found in the review of one of my favorite reviewers ever my dear The following review will touch upon serious topics and under the spoiler section I might hide TMI too much information tags If you don t want to know about my own personal journey don t read because it might be umconfortable and triggering I ll use strong language.I also want to point out that I read this book long ago and that I won t re read for this review I just want to discuss the following question s which I found in the review of one of my favorite reviewers ever my dear Meredith BTW I recommend following her reviews.Meredith wrote this Should Laurie Halse Anderson s book Speak be placed in the adult section because it deals with rape No It is a teen book that touches upon a serious topic that teens are very much aware of How many people were assigned The Handmaid s Tale in high school which basically is all about women being used for their bodies to reproduce since a majority of the population can not Should that be added to the adult section only No.I agree with Meredith 100% I ll go even beyond that I think this book along with any other book that deals with rape culture should be mandatory read in every high school of this messed up planet Even if parents might feel unconfortable with their kids reading this book, the sad reality is that rape is a crime that has no respect for the victims age Kids might be better prepared to deal with this crime if they get the right information.If you have been following my reviews you ll notice that lately I ve been adding trigger warnings and explicit content warnings for YA books That s because lately you can find almost the same amount of nudity, violence, sexuality, erotic content, and edgyness in YA books as you would find in New adult reads,even erotica books I ve been mentioning A court of mist and fury a lot because it s erotica book misllabed as Young adult by the greedy publishing company and their kirkus reviews minions Paper princess by erotica authors Elle Kennedy and Jen Frederick along with Sarah J Maas Empire of storms have been mentioned as well.Yet I won t add those kind of warnings for this review.I wouldn t try to get 13 19 YO teens away of this bookI dissaprove of anyone who wants to keep teens away from this bookYou ll wonder Why Because1 Rape is a crime Some people might consider that this book contains sexual content because rape, at times, involves a form of fornication copulation But to make it clear, sex is one thing a natural act that isn t a sin, that isn t dirty, that it s a healthy expression of afection, a natural instinct Rape is everything but 2 Anyone who reads the book sypnosis can make an informed decision whether to buy read borrow this book or not The blurb is a trigger warning in itself Unlike Mist and Fury and Paper princess the author and her publishing company didn t try to pretend that this book is something different that what it is Edgy, dark and uncomfortable.Yes This book isn t a fluffy happy reading, yet I remember enjoying Melinda Sordino s journey back when I was 16 YO The author has a way with words, it was like Melinda was directly speaking to me, she was so relatable This book didn t make me feel uncomfortable back when I read it, it was dark and gritty, but it was also a quick read and the quotes were to die for I highlighted this book so much it became almost unreadable and I m only sorry that I m completely uncapable to read this book now after TMI view spoiler I faced the very thing that this book is about Rape hide spoiler I hate that word, but I hate it when that thing is called abuse violation or any other term Rape is an ugly world, sounds terrible it disgusts you as IT SHOULD Abuse , on the other hand, seems to elicit a less dramatic response But guess what word is closer to what living that terrible experience is The word rape conveys it better, at the very least it ll make people squirm uncomfortably TMI ALERT view spoiler Yet the moment you want to speak about it, nobody will listen to you, even people who are willing to lend you an ear and a shoulder when someone close to you dies will do everything in their power to avoid listening to you when you want to talk about the worst moment of your life They ll immediatly will give you a version of let it go It s not like they don t love you or don t want to help you On the contrary, they might want you to move on with your life and stop thinking about tragic stuff Problem is that after something like that there s no way to move on Or maybe there is and I just haven t found it yet I just have learned to keep my personal tragedy to myself although I ve been in therapy and counceling for a while hide spoiler That s what this book is about, and for such a dark topic, I think the author did a wonderful job using a beautiful prose, almost poetic, to talk about how SCARY rape is She never went graphic with that The movie is in my humble opinion, way much explicit and visual, but the book wasn t explicit Laurie Halse Anderson really wrote about the subject with enough delicacy to not scare the reader away, but still she managed to do it on a realistic way TMI view spoiler I had no way of knowing, back when I first read Speak that 2 years later it would happen to me but in a way this book helped me a lot Somewhere in my subconsious was the notion that it wasn t my fault and I thank this book for that hide spoiler I know the topic of this book might scare some people away, but I highly recommend it, specially for high school readers As long as this book is used to elicit discussions on rape culture and parents talk to their kids honestly this book should be mandatory reading I repeat, there s much than just drama in this book, it s actually a quick read and enjoyable despite the dark topic Unlike A court of mist and fury the purpose of this book isn t to portray erotic scenes or sexual content because again, sexuality and rape are opposite concepts This book conveys a powerful message that can help teenagers who are living in violent places I ll repeat, maybe parents and children can read this together so that the parents can convey their values and their own views on consent Consider letting Melinda Sordino story enter your life I did, and it was like a light at the end of a dark tunnel, it might sound cheesy, but that s the truth flag 119 likesLike see review View all 27 comments Jan 10, 2019 Maggie rated it it was amazing review of another edition Shelves 2019 It is easier not to say anything Shut your trap, button your lip, can it All that crap you hear on TV about communication and expressing feelings is a lie Nobody really wants to hear what you have to say Speak, to me, is taken as a lesson than just a book A lesson worth reading and worth analyzing every little detail, no matter how the writing is and no matter how repetitive it can get It s a short novel where the life of an individual is so much , and worth so much , but p It is easier not to say anything Shut your trap, button your lip, can it All that crap you hear on TV about communication and expressing feelings is a lie Nobody really wants to hear what you have to say Speak, to me, is taken as a lesson than just a book A lesson worth reading and worth analyzing every little detail, no matter how the writing is and no matter how repetitive it can get It s a short novel where the life of an individual is so much , and worth so much , but people don t show that side because they don t believe it to be worth so much Speak spoke to me It s a story where you reflect on your past actions of judgment, shamefulness, misguidedness, and even power, especially power We ve all been in those times, judging people, looking at them like we re better than them when in reality, we are nothing close to them We end up misjudging them but don t realize it after, and I think that s what this book spoke to me the most about I think it s about giving you a short lesson on finding out the true colors of your friends, the people around you, and seeing how one thing can make a difference for everyone, even when that everyone doesn t know the reasons behind the actions that changed every perspective On the paper you will find one word, the name of an object I hope you like it You will spend the rest of the year learning how to turn that object into a piece of art You will sculpt it You will sketch it, papier m ch it, carve it If the computer teacher is talking to me this year, you can use the lab for computer aided designs But there s a catch by the end of the year, you must figure out how to make your object say something, express an emotion, speak to every person who looks into it Melinda Sordino called the cops on a night at a party, resulting in teens getting busted, arrested, and running for their lives With that action, everyone ended up hating her, her best friends no longer talked to her but instead, they gave her glares and smirks, while other people Melinda doesn t even know hate her from a long distance, resulting in insults and words spoken behind her back Melinda knows why she called the cops, but there isn t anyone else who does know Unable to speak after that night, Melinda describes herself as An Outcast, no longer having any friends and anyone willing to listen to her Speak is about reflecting on the past actions and understanding that the victim isn t always at fault It s about speaking up for our belief after not being able to handle the pain of loneliness, sadness, and silence It s about finding your voice after confronting your biggest fear.Trigger content warnings for rape and sexual assault Homework is not an option My bed is sending out serious nap rays I can t help myself The fluffy pillows and warm comforter are powerful than I am I have no choice but to snuggle under the covers I m not a survivor of rape or any cause of sexual assault, but I m a survivor of depression, of loneliness, of being an introvert, or shyness, of quietness, and of many sad moments where I can do everything my body allows me to do sit, lie down, move, walk, run, etc except talk Unlike Melinda, I chose not to talk not because I was too scared to let people know the truth, but because there wasn t any truth I felt worth telling I was trapped inside my head with my own thoughts as they made their way from my left brain to my right brain, shutting everything and everyone down, telling me that no one really cares and is bothering to listen Melinda did too, but there were times where she wanted to let someone know I, on the other hand, decide not to chat many times primarily because I hate the way I sound but also because I am afraid of being wrong, of being rejected, and of being laughed at for any comment I made.In Speak, we follow Melinda through her first year in high school as a new freshman who is already disliked by everyone After she called the cops on a summer break party, people started whispering about her, bullying her, insulting her, and never daring to talk to someone like her because she was a nobody to them Melinda was used to it, but she wishes she had a friend who would listen first, reflect after, decide later I can t say I relate to Melinda in every way, but I understand some of her thoughts From the self harm to the suicide thoughts, it all felt real it s as if I saw myself in her eyes sometimes, wanting to talk to someone but instantly taking back that thought and keeping my lips shut, canned, sealed.Melinda is a realistic character She doesn t hide her reality from us, and as readers, it s our job to figure it out, analyze the descriptions and figure out what she is trying to tell us And Speak, to me, is the book Melinda wants us to have She s the narrator, the character telling us her story, and it s up to us to listen or not, to care or do not care, to bother trying or to not waste our energy I think Melinda would have had a much easier life if she had at least one friend, whether it was a long distance friendship or a friendship where they couldn t see each other much, but the connection and the communication were still there I wish she had someone who believed her and would try to do anything she could in her will to be there and listen to Melinda tell her about her awful and exhausting days at school But it truly made sense for the author to not include it, because sometimes, in books, no sympathy, pity, compassion, grief, empathy, or any caring action should be there in order for the reader to really grasp the reality the character is living and having to go through every single day And what makes it worse is that the world of this book is so real We end up seeing the true colors of people after things explode Our true best friends will end up showing their identities when something bad happens, our one and only friend will leave us for another group only to later regret that choice, and people will end up talking to you like nothing ever happened after your most traumatic experience has been revealed.I mean, Heather from Ohio, for example, was the true definition of a self centered bitch who didn t care about anything or anyone besides herself, as if she was the only person in the world Truly, Melinda deserved better, and Heather got what she deserved She was never a friend, she was only someone using a lonely girl who didn t talk to anyone because she knew she could brainwash her into believing that she had someone close to her So she decides to manipulate her and having her help out when in reality, she was always doing everything All in all, Melinda never deserved to suffer with Heather, and I was really glad Laurie decided to open up her brain and show her the reality of Heather I also appreciate the fact that she then didn t take any of Heather s bullshit when she went over and apologized , after telling her she would help her for her stupid Martha s Group project I mean, you don t tell a friend what she s gonna do for you Heather, you ask them Nicely Politely Why is it so hard to make friends here Is there something in the water In my old school I could have gone out for the musical and worked on the newspaper and chaired the car wash Here people don t even know I exist I get squished in the hall and I don t belong anywhere and nobody cares And you re no help You are so negative and you never try anything, you just mope around like you don t care that people talk about you behind your back Well, Heather, I guess your only option is to go back, isn t it This closet is abandoned it has no purpose, no name It is the perfect place for me This is a short story, one worth reading in one sitting 197 pages in and all you can do is either like the book or not, love it or hate it There s so much to take from it if you find what the author wants you to take from it It isn t a story for everyone, but it is a story worth knowing about I personally think it s better to be read from a perspective of someone who understands what it is like to shut yourself down and think to yourself if anyone will notice if you just didn t speak at all The thing is, people have already noticed They don t see the why and they don t see what is killing you inside, but they notice the outside of you and recognize you as the girl who called the cops at the party It s just that one night can change you forever, either negatively or positively impact you, and there will always come the time where people will not care until they know about it, and that s what bothers me the most I think it s such a stupid instinct for us to care about people once we see them hurting, but I also think that s what the beauty of books are Books can teach us that, the messages that are in front of us but are not close enough for us to see it Personally, I get lost in the words of the book, not in its world Many people read in order to escape to another reality or to a fantasy they never could dream of, but I get lost in the words They also read to lose track of time or find themselves doing something different I read books because of the enjoyment and comfort they bring me, which leads me to say that I rate books off enjoyment I read books because I want to learn something from it, whether it s a non fiction book, fantasy, sci fi, classic, I read for the moment I m in I read because I want to understand the message or the lesson the narrator is trying to tell me, whether it s one perspective or multiple Speak is one of those rare books I find myself most comfortable in The book isn t beautiful nor is any character There is truly no moral support in this no friendships, no family dynamics, no useful resources Yet the author managed to make me love this book and partly regret the fact that I didn t read it before Even with an obvious plot, childish dialogue, boring characters except David and Mr Freeman , I still enjoyed everything in this and managed to mark it as one of my favorite books that I will probably buy the 20th anniversary edition which comes out January 15 of this year, 2019.This book can be life changing It makes you think about the world we are living and realize that the world in Merryweather High School is similar to many high schools in the world, ranging from country to country The reason I say life changing is because, if you pay attention to Melinda and her story, you can see she isn t just the most depressed person Heather has ever met but instead, as someone who is struggling with her nightmares that keep haunting her because she got raped and didn t really know She isn t just Sordino, sitting in the front row, always wandering the halls because she wants to, it s because she doesn t have other options She s alone and has no one to rely on, yet she still manages to survive, and I think she s a strong realistic character who had character growth in the end The story is short, and the truth is set free in the end as well, so it is reasonable and valid for the author to let it all out in the beginning, resulting in Melinda showing her strength towards Andy and no longer being an outcast but instead the girl who was hiding her truth because she was scared.Described as both problematic but also empowered, it can be balanced on a scale of both Personally, I find it empowering Although I wasn t the biggest fan of the writing, Laurie Halse Anderson wrote this book from a nightmare she had of a girl who was sobbing What she heard from the girl, she wrote it, and she wrote this I m guessing the girl crying was Melinda, since she said in the interview a bonus from the platinum edition that it happened to be that way, and I don t think Anderson even thought her book would be a book so many teens find comfort in I didn t go into this book knowing everything I had seen this book before, on many lists here on and overall, I had seen it pop up in my feed as friends and reviewers added it to their tbr I had seen it in my library, both in the YA section and sometimes displayed as featured books for specific events and read a thons my local libraries host I never got the urge to pick it up, and I m glad I did at this time I appreciated the way she wrote this as if it was multiple diary entries towards the reader Told in the first person perspective, Melissa takes us on her journey through the present and the past, with the present being the person she is at the moment and the past being flashbacks.I won t lie Initially, I checked this out from my library because it s been on life changing books lists on and mentioned in other blogs as life changing and I needed a life changing book, specifically because there s a college application asking for it It s asking for a book that changed my life and how it s changed the way I view everything life, the world, people, myself, etc and I didn t know where to start beside with books that have been labeled as problematic, empowered, and realistic Speak is one of them, and there s to come soon What are your goals, Mel I used to be like Heather Have I changed that much in two months She is happy, driven, aerobically fit She has a nice mom and an awesome television But she s like a dog that keeps jumping into your lap She always walks with me down the halls chattering a million miles a minute.My goal is to go home and take a nap Every character in the story is bizarre, choosing to listen to rumors and not choose the facts They re truly misguided and haven t been taught well They also judge Melinda on the way she s seen, not letting her sit with them, throwing mashed potato at her, kneeing her, childishly taping insults written on a piece of paper to her back, glaring and smirking at her as if she was prey and they are predators It truly is sad how judgemental the world is and continues to be I don t think it s getting better, but instead, it s getting worse There are racist comments in this, but it s fine It s made by a character you can show nothing but hate towards because of his attitude and the power he believes he holds Then I met David and the whole view changes because I then saw that there is still hope in the world and there always will be, as there will always be that one person sticking up for everyone because he or she isn t afraid of it You don t understand, my headvoice answers Too bad she can t hear it My throat squeezes shut, as if two hands of black fingernails are clamped on my windpipe I have worked so hard to forget every second of that stupid party, and here I am in the middle of a hostile crowd that hates me for what I had to do I can t tell them what really happened I can t even look at that part of myself An animal noise rustles in my stomach Melinda should be a sympathetic character, but I can t show it It s rare for me to read contemporary and realistic fiction without feeling some sort of care or sympathy towards the character There isn t anything wrong with Melinda, but I knew I was gonna get an answer from her The hope I held on to while reading this was the only thing I had left, but it was only for her, as there was no hope from anyone else for anyone because everyone in this seems to be selfish and think they have conquered the world in so many ways When I went to that party, I was abducted by aliens They have created a fake Earth and fake high school to study me and my reactions This certainly explains cafeteria food Not the other stuff, though The aliens have a sick sense of humor I didn t know Speak was adapted to a movie While the window for this review was open on my laptop, I decided to watch it Since the movies adapted from books always have at least some similarity, I knew most of it I knew what conversation was about to happen, I knew who was who, I knew the ending, I knew the plot But here s the thing the ending of the book and the movie are different, many scenes are cut, and many dialogues are completely different It all makes sense since books are always better and the movies are never the same as the book, but I guess I expected The book is short, but so is the movie I think the best I got from the movie was the friendship between Melinda and David that grew Not in a romantic way but in a platonic way, and it felt to me like he really cared for her, even in the book He wasn t just using her, he didn t stay away from her, he tried helping her, he invited her to do Biology homework, and it looked like he wanted to be her friend In the end, I think they end up as friends, but both endings, in the movie and the book, we are left with wanting In the book, Melinda ends it with Let me tell you about it while in the movie, the ending is completely different, as it ends with Melinda and her mother At that point, I didn t care much I literally skipped it because I couldn t take any bullshit from her parents There was no support and no relationship between Melinda and both of her parents They didn t even try, they just noticed, as everyone else does It was sad to see it that way, the reality, that even her parents don t try but only notice It s as if they hear the rumors and notice the way it plays into Melinda s life but don t ever ask about it In the end, Melinda showed growth With the help of Mr Freeman by the way, we all need a teacher like him, no matter what subject , she was able to find her truth and let it out She was able to see herself as someone much than who she was, letting out the birds that were trapped in the cage as she paints not her past life but her current life After reading Melinda s last sentence to Mr Freeman, I realized I ve been that bird trapped in my cage, not allowing to set myself free because I m still scared We all have a voice, but we also have a choice I think we all make the choice of using our voice when the right time comes, but for now, I don t think it s that time I can t see myself speaking up for someone or for something Although I m really passionate about immigration law, I can t become the activist I see myself as at times I can t see myself yelling at Republicans but instead, I see myself as the small girl who is being towered over by the Republicans themselves as they smirk at me knowing they have won But hopefully, I ll find my soft voice soon and use it for the best You have to know what you stand for, not just what you stand against flag 117 likesLike see review View all 17 comments Maggie Felicia wrote FANTASTIC review, Maggie thank you Jan 21, 2019 11 36PM Maya I reread Speak the day after I read this review because its so good Jan 31, 2019 01 13PM Apr 03, 2017 Susanne Strong rated it really liked it review of another edition Shelves audiobooks 4 Stars.Speaking Sometimes it s absolutely impossible, isn t it Sometimes you are so filled with anxiety and fear, you can t even think of the words, let alone spit them out And sometimes, life itself is crippling You will undergo something that overtakes you, that consumes every waking thought, that fills you with fear and changes every aspect of your life and still you cannot talk about it To anyone, whether you have someone to confide in or not Melinda is that girl She is a misfit A p 4 Stars.Speaking Sometimes it s absolutely impossible, isn t it Sometimes you are so filled with anxiety and fear, you can t even think of the words, let alone spit them out And sometimes, life itself is crippling You will undergo something that overtakes you, that consumes every waking thought, that fills you with fear and changes every aspect of your life and still you cannot talk about it To anyone, whether you have someone to confide in or not Melinda is that girl She is a misfit A pariah A freshman, who everyone in her class hates No one talks to her, except to make fun of her She wasn t always this way though Not until she called the cops at the end of a summer party and got caught doing so by her former best friend who now hates her for it And that was what did it That party changed everything for Melinda That one night And now, she doesn t talk to anyone Not even her parents Her grades are sinking and her parents are furious over it and she can t explain why And except for caring about her grades, her parents aren t all that concerned about their daughter No wonder she decided to keep quiet At some point, Melinda finds herself in a situation wherein she realizes that must find her voice She then discovers a resilience that she never knew she had and then she SPEAKS Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson is full of emotion It is captivating yet devastating I was overwhelmed by the honesty that was portrayed by Melinda through out Laurie Halse Anderson did an incredible job of capturing Melinda s feelings and describing the awkwardness of High School, being an outcast and feeling completely alone during the most desperate of times This is a powerful YA novel about learning to accept the things you cannot change and finding the strength and power within to fight for yourself, no matter how difficult it may seem Published on and on 4 3 17 flag 113 likesLike see review View all 33 comments Mar 07, 2008 Laurie rated it it was ok review of another edition Shelves ya This review has been hidden because it contains spoilers To view it, click here Just okay I was particularly disappointed with the ending and felt that there was an element of glorification in this novel that I didn t appreciate Let me explain Although I loved the fact that Melinda finally finds her voice and a way to express herself, I felt as if the story was wrapped up a little too quickly and too neatly Let s be honest, that ending was than a little unrealistic You can t simply put a pretty bow on the end of this novel, otherwise the entire tale becomes trite Just okay I was particularly disappointed with the ending and felt that there was an element of glorification in this novel that I didn t appreciate Let me explain Although I loved the fact that Melinda finally finds her voice and a way to express herself, I felt as if the story was wrapped up a little too quickly and too neatly Let s be honest, that ending was than a little unrealistic You can t simply put a pretty bow on the end of this novel, otherwise the entire tale becomes trite Having been through this myself and sadly listened to countless stories similar and worse than mine, I can say that 9 times out of 10 you don t get closure, let alone retribution And having someone swoop in to save you is pretty much unheard of, otherwise we wouldn t have such a thing as rape culture which tragically pervades our country I think this particular ending potentially puts across the wrong message to girls who might find themselves in a similar situation or who are in this situation Nevertheless, it s an important story to be told and there were scenes and emotions that were absolutely right on and very relatable flag 105 likesLike see review View all 25 comments Jul 09, 2012 Maureen rated it really liked it review of another edition 3.5 5This is such an important book for the content and message it presents The writing was fantastic and Melinda was such an interesting character to read I didn t totally LOVE everything about it, but overall it was a fantastic book flag 101 likesLike see review View all 3 comments Nov 08, 2017 Elyse Walters rated it it was amazing review of another edition Shelves teen young adult Library Overdrive ebook I m very late to this reading this really wonderful young adult bookbut oh,I m sooooo glad I read it Melinda Sordino, sarcastically witty, bright, and courageous, is very memorable character A freshman in High School, most of the time Melinda s goal in life is to go home and take a nap We emphasized with her she is misunderstood and shunned by friends Melinda doesn t understand her own situation clearly enough to speak out for herself She s an av Library Overdrive ebook I m very late to this reading this really wonderful young adult bookbut oh,I m sooooo glad I read it Melinda Sordino, sarcastically witty, bright, and courageous, is very memorable character A freshman in High School, most of the time Melinda s goal in life is to go home and take a nap We emphasized with her she is misunderstood and shunned by friends Melinda doesn t understand her own situation clearly enough to speak out for herself She s an average normal girl dealing with many of the same issues that many teenagers deal with self esteem changing schools from middle school to High School changing friends and family dynamics exceptck in 8th grade just before beginning High School Melinda was raped at a party one night This is her story There is so much honesty well written who doesn t read this book in just one sittingaracters that are powerfully drawnd a gripping plot.This story touches every part of us Our mind and hearts are actively expanding It s an empowering book for teens, parents, educators, and the rest of us I m only sorry I waited so long to read it flag 99 likesLike see review View all 22 comments Apr 09, 2008 Jessica Abarquez rated it it was amazing review of another edition Shelves misc This review has been hidden because it contains spoilers To view it, click here Reference information Title SpeakAuthor Laurie Halse AndersonPublisher Penguin Group Year 1999 of pages 198 Genre intense read Reading level 9th grade Interest level late high schoolPotential hot lava Thoughts of suicide and rape.General response reaction This book was so moving Yes, it was difficult to read and very intense, but it was extremely good I sort of knew how it was going to end because I cheated and looked it up, but it was still so good to read this book I was glad tha Reference information Title SpeakAuthor Laurie Halse AndersonPublisher Penguin Group Year 1999 of pages 198 Genre intense read Reading level 9th grade Interest level late high schoolPotential hot lava Thoughts of suicide and rape.General response reaction This book was so moving Yes, it was difficult to read and very intense, but it was extremely good I sort of knew how it was going to end because I cheated and looked it up, but it was still so good to read this book I was glad that Anderson did not go into detail about the rape because that would have been too intense for me I liked the way she kept the narration in Melinda s head The dialogue in her head remained realistic because no girl would want to replay the details over and over again This novel was amazing because Melinda grew through her tragedy I think that this book can be very therapeutic for many students.Subjects, Themes, and Big Ideas Trust Friendship Pain Suffering Growth StrengthCharacters Melinda main character, narrator, was raped when she was 13, goes through her first year of high school as an outcast because she cannot fully grow past the tragedy in her life, expresses herself through art Heather a girl who befriended Melinda at the beginning and then blew her off at the end Ivy an old friend from middle school, in art class with Melinda, at first was mad at Melinda but then warmed up to her by the end Rachel Melinda s ex best friend, hangs out with the exchange students at school, starts dating Andy Evans the boy who raped Melinda Andy Evans the boy who raped Melinda, has a history of doing the same thing to every girl he meets.Plot summary Melinda is starting high school with all the problems imaginable She is an outcast because she is weird, her friends from middle school don t want to associate with her because she called the police that broke up a party, and the teachers are out to get her At first, she befriends a girl who is new to the school, Heather For a while, things seem to work out between the two Unfortunately, Melinda keeps to herself all the time and barely speaks She has a secret inside of her that torments all the words Most of the school thinks she is weird and her parents and teachers think something is wrong with her They think she is just being a delinquent, but there is to the story than what Melinda lets on.Melinda goes through the motions of school and barely passes She makes some friends, but she is so scarred from the summer that she is still uncomfortable getting too close to anyone Melinda does not trust anyone, nor can she trust herself The only thing in school Melinda enjoys is her art class She works hard all year by creating and letting her emotions flow through her art although she does not know it at the time.As the year goes on, she encounters the boy who raped her He knows that he still has the power over her and continues to use it to scare her into silence However, when Andy starts dating Rachel, Melinda cannot stand back and let Andy do the same thing to her former best friend It takes a while for Melinda to get the courage to tell Rachel, but she finally does Of course Rachel does not believe Melinda and she thinks that Melinda is just jealous, but Melinda at least tried When Rachel breaks up with Andy because he was trying to do the same thing to her as he did to Melinda , Andy becomes furious and goes after Melinda She fights him and makes enough commotion for her friends to come back to find out what was going on and Andy gets exposed for who he really is Strengths including reviews and awards The book is funny It is written in the mind of a teenager so it s easy for students to relate to It has won many awards School Library Journal Book of the Year just to name one It has been turned into a Lifetime movie so students could have a visual instead of just Melinda s thoughts.Drawbacks or other cautions There is a short section where Melinda thinks about and attempts suicide It talks about at 13 year old getting raped There are some parts that do not seem realistic David suing Mr Neck Teaching ideas Pre reading Journal What was your first year of high school like o Hopefully I will be teaching this book to a higher grade than freshmen, so this question would be appropriate I would hope that I get journals that reflect on how much they have changed since that first year Discussion Cliques in high schoolo What kinds of cliques exist in our school o Do they get special privileges o How can you differentiate between the cliques o Who decides who joins which clique o This could also be a journal topicDuring reading More journaling or discussions about cliqueso How do certain cliques treat others in school How does that relate to the novel o Have you witnessed treatment like this Writing Activity these could be quick daily journal activities o Inner monologue Write a number of inner monologues like Melinda does Artworko Try to describe each section of the book in drawingso Explain the story to someone without using wordsPost reading Possibly watch clips of the movieo I haven t seen it so I would definitely have to preview it before I showed it to the class More artwork Compile the daily inner monologues into a book like hers Discussiono How has this book educated you About cliques, rape, outcasts, reaching out to otherso What can we do to change the dynamic of the social scene in high school Is there anything at all flag 93 likesLike see review View all 4 comments May 08, 2015 April Aprilius Maximus rated it it was ok review of another edition Shelves 2015 Hmmmm I can definitely see how important this book is and would have been at the time of its publication, but the thing is, I was bored until the last 30 pages I felt really disconnected to the story and I don t know why I am so glad that books like this exist in the YA genre though, and that this one was around a long time ago because these things happen and really do need to be discussed Such an important message flag 68 likesLike see review View 1 comment Mar 15, 2014 Shelby trains flying monkeys rated it did not like it review of another edition Shelves read 2014 I know A ton of people liked this book I m giving this crap a one star though I never did connect with this books main character I finally was to the point where I didn t give a shit any when the big reveal came about why she was having so many problems I felt somewhat sorry for her then but it still just didn t pull through enough for me flag 68 likesLike see review View all 15 comments Sep 04, 2009 Thomas rated it it was amazing review of another edition Shelves five stars, own physical, 2nd favorites, young adult, realistic fiction Speak is about Melinda Sordino, an angst filled freshman who is hated by all of her best friends because she called the cops during the end of the summer senior party Everyone got busted Her parents aren t much help either, always fighting about what s best for Melinda and communicating through post it notes on the refrigerator wall These are only a few of the things that have Melinda depressed When what really happened at the senior party is revealed, it will be easy, although painful, Speak is about Melinda Sordino, an angst filled freshman who is hated by all of her best friends because she called the cops during the end of the summer senior party Everyone got busted Her parents aren t much help either, always fighting about what s best for Melinda and communicating through post it notes on the refrigerator wall These are only a few of the things that have Melinda depressed When what really happened at the senior party is revealed, it will be easy, although painful, to understand Melinda s unbreakable silence.I just finished my second read through of the book, and I still loved it I actually had to read this for school, which surprised me because of the subject matter Anyway, Speak is a novel I think all teenagers should read Melinda s voice, although cynical and outspoken, was dead on and as a teenager I felt like I totally connected with her through the entire book I also loved the tree symbolism in Melinda s art class, subtle enough to not be cliche but powerful enough to make me feel growth Some YA authors don t really understand how cliques and stuff work nowadays, but Anderson hit the nail on the head, which made me like the book even I stayed up to midnight last night finishing this novel, and I m sure you will to once you get a hold of this book flag 67 likesLike see review View all 15 comments Jul 10, 2007 Mary rated it it was amazing review of another edition Recommends it for Get me a Delorean I m giving this book to myself and every girl I knew ten years ago Shelves ya Wow I started reading this to entertain myself on a long subway ride home at 2 am, thinking I d skim a bit and start reading it the next day The next time I looked at the clock it was five in the morning and I was devouring the last lines of the novel It is dangerously, fantastically gripping, not necessarily because the plot is so amazing, but because Anderson gets Melinda s voice so very, very right Melinda is such a thoughtfully rendered portrait of a smart, funny, terribly depressed teen Wow I started reading this to entertain myself on a long subway ride home at 2 am, thinking I d skim a bit and start reading it the next day The next time I looked at the clock it was five in the morning and I was devouring the last lines of the novel It is dangerously, fantastically gripping, not necessarily because the plot is so amazing, but because Anderson gets Melinda s voice so very, very right Melinda is such a thoughtfully rendered portrait of a smart, funny, terribly depressed teenager that I was hooked from her very first lines To me, the actual story was almost extraneous the plot itself is a bit unwieldy but Melinda s anxiety, isolation, and desperate attempts to cope with the horrors of adolescence were so real it was spooky flag 63 likesLike see review View all 3 comments Dec 03, 2017 Em Lost In Books rated it liked it review of another edition Shelves 3 star, 2017, debuts, br with ini, stand alone read, 1990 99 There are no doubts that it is a very important book for the subject it deals with We need so many books on this subject but I want them to actually speak.So something happened at a party to Melinda and she stops speaking She is not popular in school in fact her friends have started to cut her They don t want to see her any as they find this not speaking behavior strange but they don t try hard to extract the reason for this They just accept without questioning her Same is the There are no doubts that it is a very important book for the subject it deals with We need so many books on this subject but I want them to actually speak.So something happened at a party to Melinda and she stops speaking She is not popular in school in fact her friends have started to cut her They don t want to see her any as they find this not speaking behavior strange but they don t try hard to extract the reason for this They just accept without questioning her Same is the case with her parents And that s where my issue with this book lies No one just waste a single breath on thinking about this sudden change Neither the parents nor the friends Why did not they talked to her or made her to talk Tell them what s wrong.Though the girl in the end starts expressing herself, and I am happy about it but it came a little too late for my liking Girls who go through such incident need love and support and not ignore her attitude that Mel got in this story This book could have delivered a strong message but I didn t do so, at least for me flag 74 likesLike see review Apr 30, 2014 Hailey HaileyinBookland rated it really liked it review of another edition Shelves owned Updating to add a trigger warning which I really should ve before TRIGGER WARNING FOR RAPE I debated for a long time what to rate this and decided on 4 stars because this book honestly perfectly captures the thoughts and feelings that run through your head when you go through a situation like Melinda s This book was extremely hard for me to read as it hit very, very close to home and for that reason, I just couldn t give it 5 stars flag 52 likesLike see review View 2 comments Mar 04, 2013 Ariel rated it really liked it review of another edition This is a very powerful book it deals with rape and depression in one of the most realistic and poignant ways I ve read I rated it 4.5.The only reason I didn t give it a 5 was because I could not see myself in Melinda I am very self aware and I know that I would not have responded in any of the same ways that she did This does not devalue any of the book though I could still absolutely empathize with Melinda, I completely understood and appreciated her.One of the things that I most enjoyed This is a very powerful book it deals with rape and depression in one of the most realistic and poignant ways I ve read I rated it 4.5.The only reason I didn t give it a 5 was because I could not see myself in Melinda I am very self aware and I know that I would not have responded in any of the same ways that she did This does not devalue any of the book though I could still absolutely empathize with Melinda, I completely understood and appreciated her.One of the things that I most enjoyed was the writing The prose is beautiful and there were a couple of lines that I just had to mark because of the impact they made.Overall, an incredible read and I think it deserves all of the praise it has gotten A few of the quotations I flagged because they Spoke to me Maybe I ll be an artist if I ever grow up She must be a great writer if the school board is afraid of her Instead of multicultural, we have no cultural I feel bad that I didn t fold shirts for her I just want anyone to like me I want a note with a heart on it flag 47 likesLike see review View all 5 comments Jun 08, 2009 karen rated it liked it review of another edition Shelves mark harmon bleg greg loooooved this book and said it made him wish he had written his own angst books in high school, but i was a teenage girl and he wasnt, and this just didnt do it for me its not poorly written at all, i just have never liked books that were about clique y high schools because i couldnt relate to them at all maybe i just went to a smaller, or a nicer, high school but i can definitely see the value of this for a teen reader, and i really liked the authors note on censorship at the end bleg greg loooooved this book and said it made him wish he had written his own angst books in high school, but i was a teenage girl and he wasnt, and this just didnt do it for me its not poorly written at all, i just have never liked books that were about clique y high schools because i couldnt relate to them at all maybe i just went to a smaller, or a nicer, high school but i can definitely see the value of this for a teen reader, and i really liked the authors note on censorship at the end so a high three flag 47 likesLike see review View all 10 comments Sep 09, 2012 Kat Lost in Neverland rated it liked it review of another edition Shelves eh, not worth the hype, depressing I liked Speak For the most part.Mostly the end The majority of the book was pretty bland I had a voice in my head pestering me and saying Oh my god, who the fuck cares Thankfully, it paid off in the end The ending really made the book for me Though I wish Melinda had given Andy aka IT a good kick in the balls Indeed youtube watch v DaXd2AmWtPIaI m sorry, I m having WAY too much fun with this But when you watch it, it s actually quite close to a situation in the boo I liked Speak For the most part.Mostly the end The majority of the book was pretty bland I had a voice in my head pestering me and saying Oh my god, who the fuck cares Thankfully, it paid off in the end The ending really made the book for me Though I wish Melinda had given Andy aka IT a good kick in the balls Indeed youtube watch v DaXd2AmWtPIaI m sorry, I m having WAY too much fun with this But when you watch it, it s actually quite close to a situation in the book When Melinda sees IT for the first time in the hallway, this is what she should have done Melinda witch girl It s you IT Andy Evans Black Star Yeah, it is me The one and only Andy Ev KICK Melinda Gotcha right in the balls DOkay, I m done now flag 45 likesLike see review View all 10 comments Aug 26, 2012 David Schaafsma rated it it was amazing review of another edition Shelves best ya ever, ya sex preg, ya fall 2018 SympathyPaul Laurence DunbarI know what the caged bird feels, alas When the sun is bright on the upland slopes When the wind stirs soft through the springing grass, And the river flows like a stream of glass When the first bird sings and the first bud opes, And the faint perfume from its chalice steals I know what the caged bird feels I know why the caged bird beats his wing Till its blood is red on the cruel bars For he must fly back to his perch and cling When he fain would be on the bough SympathyPaul Laurence DunbarI know what the caged bird feels, alas When the sun is bright on the upland slopes When the wind stirs soft through the springing grass, And the river flows like a stream of glass When the first bird sings and the first bud opes, And the faint perfume from its chalice steals I know what the caged bird feels I know why the caged bird beats his wing Till its blood is red on the cruel bars For he must fly back to his perch and cling When he fain would be on the bough a swing And a pain still throbs in the old, old scars And they pulse again with a keener sting I know why he beats his wing I know why the caged bird sings, ah me, When his wing is bruised and his bosom sore, When he beats his bars and he would be free It is not a carol of joy or glee, But a prayer that he sends from his heart s deep core, But a plea, that upward to Heaven he flings I know why the caged bird sings Reread most recently on the cusp of the twentieth anniversary of the book s publication, for my fall 2018 YA class, also with Anderson s graphic novel version of the book, illustrated impressively by Emily Carroll If you haven t read this book and don t know why it is Melinda doesn t speak much, except in the journal of her ninth grade year, which is the novel Speak, you may not want to continue reading this review.Perennial fave in my YA course, and an important moment in the history of Young Adult Literature Published in 1999, it features a girl, Melinda, who was raped at a party by an upperclassman in the month before her ninth grade year at Merryweather High School She calls 911 but then, traumatized by what has happened to her, something she was too young to fully understand, she largely stops talking about what happened, which gets most people in school to hate her Many books on teen rape now exist but few are also witty, filled with snarky teen humor, and so alive with a real vibrant central character, and so well written, with such great insights into teen experiences of adolescence Should a book on this topic also be funny Well, this one is, and you will laugh out loud at many observations the darkly acerbic Melinda makes about her school and the teachers and students in the school And underneath that surface humor is the Act that can never be Un Acted, the horror compounded by social isolation and misunderstanding.Melinda rarely actually speaks in this first year, because she is resented for calling that cops at that party They don t know why she called the cops, though, and no one seems to really care to ask She loses friends and is bullied Another issue It the rapist is a student at her school, and still a threat to her and others Her parents s marriage is in trouble, so they have no time to ask her what is going on.One resource for her is Art class, and the cool art teacher, Mr Freeman, who doesn t intrude but makes space for her to explore her obvious experiences Her year project, the topic of which she pulls out of a hat,is a tree It s a cliche, maybe, but Melinda is urged throughout the year to try and try again to express herself through that simple image The power of art to redeem is important in this story, as is the power of telling one s story This is not a perfect story I have some small issues with the resolution of the story, which conveniently involves a field hockey team in the right place at the right time , but it is an important one for schools and those who work with young people, and teens both boys and girls who need to know what rape is and what speaking truth to power is all about flag 44 likesLike see review View all 6 comments Jan 10, 2009 Tamora Pierce rated it it was amazing review of another edition Shelves ya yr, contemporary I just re read SPEAK for the first time since it came out, so you know I d forgotten the details of the story I remembered it being a harder read this time than it was the first time I m not sure if knowledge of the big reveal made the tension bigger for me this time, but I still have to say this is a smashing read.Melinda called the cops on a wild end of summer party before she started ninth grade, and now she doesn t have a friend in the world except new girl Heather, who has plans for getti I just re read SPEAK for the first time since it came out, so you know I d forgotten the details of the story I remembered it being a harder read this time than it was the first time I m not sure if knowledge of the big reveal made the tension bigger for me this time, but I still have to say this is a smashing read.Melinda called the cops on a wild end of summer party before she started ninth grade, and now she doesn t have a friend in the world except new girl Heather, who has plans for getting to the top social ranks in high school and doesn t yet realize that friendship with Melinda will ensure that she never achieves them Melinda, who can barely speak any, can t tell her She can only endure the spitballs, thrown food, whispers, and turned backs and the whispered taunts of a handsome senior who terrifies her Even her former best friend Rachel, eager to be popular, has abandoned her completely without ever trying to learn why Melinda made that call And Melinda s parents seem to regard everything she doesn in this year as deliberately generated disappointments.The story is that of Melinda finding her way back to herself over the year, from sliding downhill into total apathy to fighting her way to her voice and to justice Like nearly all of Laurie Halse Anderson s work, this is a story about justice It s also a story about voice and its power, about how voices speaking out are our most positive weapon This book, its growing power since its publication, and the number of lives it has influenced, is living proof of the power of one writer s voice to set her readers free and to feed their idealism so it will never burn out flag 42 likesLike see review View 2 comments May 22, 2010 Elizabeth rated it it was ok review of another edition Shelves smells like teen spirit Bleak YA novel that reads as a cautionary tale This was assigned reading for our 1 in her Language Arts class Students were asked to read this book for a bullying unit though it is about the injustice of rape it does not address the particular damage of rape It is the story of a young girl who is so disconnected from everyone that she is unable to speak after being assaulted until her rapist targets her ex best friend She tells no one about her own assault and though she is much chan Bleak YA novel that reads as a cautionary tale This was assigned reading for our 1 in her Language Arts class Students were asked to read this book for a bullying unit though it is about the injustice of rape it does not address the particular damage of rape It is the story of a young girl who is so disconnected from everyone that she is unable to speak after being assaulted until her rapist targets her ex best friend She tells no one about her own assault and though she is much changed after being raped and continues to be harassed by her rapist no one notices or cares enough to take the time to figure out what caused her to quit talking Not her friends, not her parents, not the high school counselor, principal, or her teachers It is not an example of how to protect oneself and probably not a book that lends itself to class discussion in middle school I am trying to imagine 12 13 year old students discussing rape and ambivalent parents teachers Not impossible but unlikely flag 40 likesLike see review View all 30 comments Nov 14, 2010 Louize rated it really liked it review of another edition Recommends it for everyone, especially parents Recommended to Louize by Apokripos When people don t express themselves, they die one piece at a time Silence dominates Melinda Sordino s freshman year in Merryweather High School A recent traumatic experience that led to a very complicated misunderstanding sent a sudden collapse on her being Aside from being completely mute in public, Melinda s private and social life is in ruins Slowly, she began to lose interest in everything, including her family and school If possible, she also wants to lose the memory of that trauma When people don t express themselves, they die one piece at a time Silence dominates Melinda Sordino s freshman year in Merryweather High School A recent traumatic experience that led to a very complicated misunderstanding sent a sudden collapse on her being Aside from being completely mute in public, Melinda s private and social life is in ruins Slowly, she began to lose interest in everything, including her family and school If possible, she also wants to lose the memory of that traumatic night Abandoned and confused, Melinda longs for someone to comfort her And so, since no one seems to care and listen, she privately engages in these heartbreaking monologues My face becomes a Picasso sketch, my body slicing into pieces Social stigmatization is not just cultural It happens everywhere It is most difficult when uninformed perceptions push a person into self ostracism Secrets and stigma are the most prominent theme on Melinda s account of her freshman year The first person narration of Speak is its best character And Melinda s monologues drove a great impact, making it very personal for every reader You have to know what you stand for, not just what you stand against Strongly, this book stressed how important family relationship is Harmony within our home is the best comfort and security for our children, they become open Encouraging our children to speak up boldly but respectful without fear of being punished or humiliated may be their best way to survive and lead a healthy life flag 39 likesLike see review View all 10 comments Aug 06, 2010 Mon rated it it was ok review of another edition Shelves ya, i am woman hear me roar Maybe I m being too cynical, and that the protagonist I forgot her name already, so I m just going to call her Jane did go through something worth lamenting for 200 pages But for God s sake just because your character is a silent withdrawn introvert doesn t mean your plot has to be the same, it s 150 pages of nothing then BAM she speaks up finds courage The end LOOK MY HEART IS BLEEDING AND YOU CAN HEAR MY SCREAMS BECAUSE IM LITERALLY TALKING LIKE THIS This has to be the worst psy Maybe I m being too cynical, and that the protagonist I forgot her name already, so I m just going to call her Jane did go through something worth lamenting for 200 pages But for God s sake just because your character is a silent withdrawn introvert doesn t mean your plot has to be the same, it s 150 pages of nothing then BAM she speaks up finds courage The end LOOK MY HEART IS BLEEDING AND YOU CAN HEAR MY SCREAMS BECAUSE IM LITERALLY TALKING LIKE THIS This has to be the worst psychological portrayal of selective mute I ve ever read Ms Anderson, please don t ever consider a career in counseling Also, if you re writing about contemporary art, please have the decency to at least read about postmodernism Look, I m not saying sketches, oil and print making can t be cutting edge, but Jane s A art works make me want to throw up Her art teacher is meant to be a bohemian liberal artist, but I can see why he ended up teaching high school To be fair you can t judge a work by reading vague descriptions of its visual composition, but drawing a depressed tree is not conceptual art, and whining about corporate fascism doesn t make you an artist either Jane is utterly talentless I wish my current art critic tutor is as forgiving as her art class The snail pace monologues are full of anguish, you half expect it to boil down to some psycho sadistic plot twist but your common sense tells you this is a book marketed towards teenagers And yes the ending is disappointing, but I m so glad Jane is done with her anger management issue flag 36 likesLike see review View all 8 comments May 16, 2014 Aj the Ravenous Reader rated it really liked it review of another edition Shelves physically owned books More like a synopsis than a review Lol The title of this book intrigued me and somehow demanded me to read the book My intuition that I will not regret reading this book did not fail me because this book tells of an inspiring and touching story of a young girl, Melinda who lost herself, her confidence and her ability to speak after she was raped by the most popular senior a year ago Because of her inability to speak, Melinda loses her best friend who thought that she was betrayed by Meli More like a synopsis than a review Lol The title of this book intrigued me and somehow demanded me to read the book My intuition that I will not regret reading this book did not fail me because this book tells of an inspiring and touching story of a young girl, Melinda who lost herself, her confidence and her ability to speak after she was raped by the most popular senior a year ago Because of her inability to speak, Melinda loses her best friend who thought that she was betrayed by Melinda during her best friend s party when Melinda called 911 but was unable to tell what really happened For the whole year, Melinda lives her life in fear, silence and isolation, embarrassed of what happened to her Even her own parents couldn t understand what she s going through Her only hope lies on her art and on her art teacher, Mr Freeman, the only person who seems to get her even just a bit By allowing Melinda to express herself through art, Mr Freeman sort of helped Melinda to learn to speak, really speak again until she finally finds her voice to speak out the truth that she was raped and that there is nothing to be ashamed of which also saved her best friend from the same ill fate because her best friend was dating the rapist.Melinda starts getting back pieces of her life together and the story perfectly ends at Melinda s art class as she finishes her final requirement on which she earns an A and when Mr Freeman asks her, You ve been through a lot, haven t you , Melinda answers, Let me tell you about it flag 35 likesLike see review May 18, 2008 Kelly added it review of another edition Shelves read in 2002 and 2001, read in 2015, ya fiction I read this in high school When I was in high school.Now I reread it, at 30.It s not only perennial It s not only still powerful But this is a masterclass in construction, in voice, and in story telling.Damn good DAMN good But how I wish it weren t still relevant flag 34 likesLike see review View 1 comment Aug 30, 2012 Scarlet rated it it was amazing review of another edition Shelves beautiful endings, made me cry, best of ya, printz honor, 5 starred perfection, most loved Page 78 Maybe I ll be an artist if I grow up.The first time I read this line, I knew there was something wrong with it, but I couldn t put a finger on it I read it again, it bugged me , and it was quite a while before I figured out why.Melinda says she ll be an artist if she grows up, and not when she grows up goosebumps And it s exactly things like these small evasive things with chilling implications that make Speak such an incredibly powerful book Speak is the story of high schoole Page 78 Maybe I ll be an artist if I grow up.The first time I read this line, I knew there was something wrong with it, but I couldn t put a finger on it I read it again, it bugged me , and it was quite a while before I figured out why.Melinda says she ll be an artist if she grows up, and not when she grows up goosebumps And it s exactly things like these small evasive things with chilling implications that make Speak such an incredibly powerful book Speak is the story of high schooler Melinda Sordino, who stops all forms of verbal communication following a traumatizing incident one summer night The only thing that keeps her sane and distracted is her uncanny mental commentary.The last problem novel I read was Wintergirls, written by this very same author, and it really rubbed me the wrong way Lia s obsession with weight in Wintergirls was maniacal, ever present, overpoweringjust too much to take Speak, I felt, was the exact opposite Melinda doesn t dwell on her trauma instead she tries to desperately forget it And that s easier said than done As a result, there are clues and hints everywhere in every thought, every action, every decision of Melinda s It s present like a ghost, a shadow you see from the corner of your eyes that dissolves into nothing when you focus on it.You can literally dissect every other paragraph and find something deeper and darker behind it.Melinda finds seeds fascinating for a reason she writes about the suffragettes for a reason she faints in biology for a reason No matter how inconsequential the chapters seem, they are there for a reason I love the writing it s simple but powerful, just like the story There were times when Melinda s inner monologue was darkly hilarious, and just when I had sufficiently let my guard down, a deceptively simple line would jump right out and give me chills Like the sentence I began with Speak is definitely going on my re read list flag 32 likesLike see review View all 6 comments previous 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 next new topicDiscuss This Book topics posts views last activity Discussion Questions for Teachers 1 4 Dec 13, 2018 05 27PM week 3 discussion 1 3 Dec 06, 2018 07 59AM Week 3 Discussion 1 2 Dec 06, 2018 07 56AM More topics Share Recommend It Stats Recent Status Updates Laurie Halse Anderson 12,629 followers Ask box is open, my friends What do you want to know UPDATE The SPEAK graphic novel, illustrated by Emily Carroll, will be published on Feb 6, 2018 I recently answered all kinds of great questions over at Reddit Check it out for loads about my writing process and my books bio stuff Laurie Halse Anderson is the New York Times bestselling author who wri Ask box is open, my friends What do you want to know UPDATE The SPEAK graphic novel, illustrated by Emily Carroll, will be published on Feb 6, 2018 I recently answered all kinds of great questions over at Reddit Check it out for loads about my writing process and my books bio stuff Laurie Halse Anderson is the New York Times bestselling author who writes for kids of all ages Known for tackling tough subjects with humor and sensitivity, her work has earned numerous ALA and state awards Two of her books, Speak and Chains, were National Book Award finalists.Mother of four 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    Ask box is open, my friends What do you want to know UPDATE The SPEAK graphic novel, illustrated by Emily Carroll, will be published on Feb 6, 2018 I recently answered all kinds of great questions over at Reddit Check it out for loads about my writing process and my books bio stuff Laurie Halse Anderson is the New York Times bestselling author who wri Ask box is open, my friends What do you want to know UPDATE The SPEAK graphic novel, illustrated by Emily Carroll, will be published on Feb 6, 2018 I recently answered all kinds of great questions over at Reddit Check it out for loads about my writing process and my books bio stuff Laurie Halse Anderson is the New York Times bestselling author who writes for kids of all ages Known for tackling tough subjects with humor and sensitivity, her work has earned numerous ALA and state awards Two of her books, Speak and Chains, were National Book Award finalists.Mother of four and wife of one, Laurie lives outside Philadelphia You can follow her adventures on Twitter, and on her tumblr out Laurie s website,



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    • Madeline

      THE FIRST TEN LIES THEY TELL YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL1 We are here to help you.2 You will have enough time to get to your class before the bell rings.3 The dress code will be enforced.4 No smoking is allowed on school grounds.5 Our football team will win the championship this year.6 We expect of you here.7 Guidance counselors are always available to listen.8 Your schedule was created with your needs in mind.9 Your locker combination is private.10 These will be the years you will look b THE FIRST TEN [...]


    • Zoë

      2017 Reread I read this for my young adult literature class along with scholastic articles about the book, which added a great new layer to my interpretation of the novel Original Review I ve owned this book for years and never got around to reading it until yesterday I m happy I did because this was one of the best books that I have read lately Speak was very well paced and I never found the story to be dragging or boring I loved the character development and Melinda s voice throughout th 2017 [...]


    • Emma Giordano

      4.5 stars I think this is a really powerful novel that should be read by so many, especially teens Speak is a fascinating tale of learning to use your voice when you previously believed it did not matter The message is one I think all can benefit from and I m so glad I finally read it.Trigger warning rapeLaurie Halse Anderson is a fabulous writer She has a very distinctive writing style It s an unfiltered stream of consciousness that feels so real I previously read Wintergirls and [...]


    • Cara

      Once I finished reading the last word I knew I was going to reread it Yes that profound.Honest Authentic Real Use all those words and their synonyms and you have this book I literally wanted to hop into the sea of words and tell Melinda Sordino I ll be your friend Don t despair Alas I couldn t do that though I had to see her struggle It s painful but since I watched the movie which was done well by the way first before reading the book I knew where she was coming from Melinda s Once I fi [...]


    • Lola

      Well, I can t help but feel a little disappointed I mean, the summary doesn t reveal much kind of like Melinda herself and so, obviously, I made my own assumptions of the plot Turns out, there s no killing involved It s not a mystery or a thriller it s a psychological story If I had known before, I think I might have enjoyed this a tiny bit .So, Melinda She s confused, scared terrified and convinced that she s alone in this wide, animalistic world Things are somewhat bearable, but t Well, I can [...]


    • Emily May

      I didn t think I d be so gripped by this book but the author captures the pains and troubles of everyday high school life with such honesty and emotion that I couldn t help recognise half the characters from my own high school days There s Rachel, the ex best friend who s had a personality transplant over the summer Heather, the temporary friend who s only waiting to be snapped up my a cooler clique and, of course, the protagonist who doesn t quite fit in anywhere.The beauty of this novel I didn [...]


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